THE SHREDDED, BLOODIED,
TEAR SMUDGED DESPERATE, PLEADING, CONFOUNDED, DEFEATED,
ANGRY, QUIET, INDIFFERENT, LUCID, RELENTLESS
CONSUMING ,INSANE MOMENTS....
ALL THOSE PLACES OF TRUEST VULNERABLE EMOTION AND OF SEARING, TERRIFYING,VICIOUS PLACES OF TRUTH MY LOVE FOR YOU TOOK ME...
TOOK ME ,BROKE ME, BLESSED ME and BEAT ME IN DIZZYING
SYNCHRONICITY... BIRTHING UNFATHOMABLE PASSION BOUND ME WITHOUT MERCY , RELENTLESSLY I OFFERED EVERY SCINTILLA OF MY SOULS TRUTHS,
UNAWARE THE EMPTY VESSEL I'D BECOME GRIEF
CONSUMING ME IN MADNESS
GRIEF
IN WAVES I COULD NOT SEPARATE..
TILL THERE WAS NO SOUL LEFT IN MY OWN EYES.
A MORBID EROTICA WHERE THE DARKEST OF MY SELF-LOATHING INTERTWINED BECOMING ONE TO YOUR MASOCHISTIC FANTASIES..
MY EYES BECAME A VACANCY. MY SOUL SCREAMED SILENTLY..
WHEN A BEAUTIFUL, ACHING, TRUTH,
SWALLOWED ME WHOLE, THEN SPIT ME OUT -
BROKE ME ENTIRELY.
BROKE ME COMPLETELY TO NOTHING
CONSUMED ALL HOPE ALL DREAMS ALL YOUR LIES TO ASHES
DISGUST, JUSTIFIED
UNFORGIVENESS...
TIME THAT WAS STOLEB...FOR LIES
YET, SUSPENDED ABOVE ALL THESE TRUTHS OF PAIN AND PASSION AND LIES-
IS A FINELY WOVEN TIE THAT BINDS PURPOSE TO THE GREAT CREATIVE DEVINE.
LOVE WILL MOLD WITH WHATEVER
IT IS GIVEN,
WILL BIRTH FROM WANT
OR EVEN NOT...
AND IT WILL
ALWAYS BE MORE A MORE BEAUTIFUL REFLECTION OF DIVINITY
MINGLING ITS PERFECTION INTO THE FRAGILITY
AND JAGGED HUMAN CONDITION OF THE SOUL
THAT GAVE WHOLLY ITS' HEART.
AND SUCH A BLESSED SOUL WAS I , TO FIND MY ONE TRUE LOVE , I WAS NEVER SO DEEPLY GIVEN STRENGTH, HOPE PURPOSE AND JOY... AS FROM THE UNREQUITED TRUTHS AND UNREQUITED LOVE
WHOLLY SURRENDERED BY MY HEART.
