Mercy's Calamities

  Walking away, all that I'm taking with me are the lessons,wisdom,true moments of connection and being seen and accepted. I will be grateful to myself for letting myself open up to the possibilities,to trust again. I will not hold anger or judgement that I was wrong; understanding will lead me to forgiveness. I will be strengthened by the courage I showed, inspired by the experience of hoping and dreaming. Then, I will let all the rest go . Den and Me 

On the edges of my life, I see normalcy humming it's cathartic Melody People walk by and I smell the fulfillment of their lives...it is the most viscerally satisfying fragrance one could hope to inhale Every day that I wake up,I'm never certain Even should the world around me be calm That I will be facing a day with enough strengh where my heart has the courage to sift through My memories of pretending to be a part of the Golden mean, my moments of true personal triumphs known to only me , and so many reminders of how I'm supposed to be. And come up with a motivational game plan to survive this isolation on the periphery of life. Could I just suppose to be just like this and work on the kinetics of my heaving of mind and heart before my soul evaporates to a veneer of some weird sort of human condition I cannot even begin to imagine. As Time passes there is a terror that is seeping in around my mind, darkening the hope light in my heart, changing the opaci...

A moment is all you need to inspire a smile from a weary soul. Here’s to every moment and being fully surrendered to it,fully alive in it, fully immersed in the miracle that moment is. Here’s to mercy for those moments you’re all in, fully alive ,and immersed in the miracle and you have never been more acutely aware of your brokenness Here’s to the moments like frozen agony and interminable in length You’re not sure there is an end and if there is, your positive you will never recover from enduring the moment, you are now good and dead. Please hurry with your casket Here’s to the moment that is eternal and timeless. When Two people connect on another level of knowing, beyond what we know of our breath and mind and words and talk. A space and time is something you speak about having been with someone, rather a place you share more figuratively. Those moments can define relationships, lifetimes,legacies… Right now, I’m living my life, hoping my dreams and sanity stay with me… moment to ...