Mercy's Calamities

  Walking away, all that I'm taking with me are the lessons,wisdom,true moments of connection and being seen and accepted. I will be grateful to myself for letting myself open up to the possibilities,to trust again. I will not hold anger or judgement that I was wrong; understanding will lead me to forgiveness. I will be strengthened by the courage I showed, inspired by the experience of hoping and dreaming. Then, I will let all the rest go . Den and Me 

Dear Me, Choose wisely ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

The beauty of first light How long have I been here Hidden, suffocating, isolated,ahedonia possessing every part of me. Time only matters when you count the ticks of destiny echoing behind you, like it's the only sound in vast empty space filled with all your vanished dreams. It didn't happen all at once...just a thought that slipped quickly enough through my mind I barely caught it'd stream, But it made me smile inside, so quietly...it was a passing flicker of light inside of my hollow being. It happened again, and it's pleasure and warmth scared me... Dare I trust this feeling...is this me awakening... has my soul begun to breathe. Holy hands and heavens mercy...have you come to my pleas, I whisper intimate words, to the stars and they stir a hope in me... Hold it and it then is real,  Don't let the darkness fool you You're infinite existence cannot be extinguished by even the most heinous mortal travesty.  I'm bleeding hope from within the dee...