Mercy's Calamities

THE VOLUMES OF PAGES YOU RIPPED AND DESTROYED. THE SHREDDED, BLOODIED, TEAR SMUDGED DESPERATE, PLEADING, CONFOUNDED, DEFEATED, ANGRY, QUIET, INDIFFERENT, LUCID, RELENTLESS CONSUMING ,INSANE MOMENTS.... ALL THOSE PLACES OF TRUEST VULNERABLE EMOTION AND OF SEARING, TERRIFYING,VICIOUS PLACES OF TRUTH MY LOVE FOR YOU TOOK ME... TOOK ME ,BROKE ME, BLESSED ME and BEAT ME IN DIZZYING SYNCHRONICITY... BIRTHING UNFATHOMABLE  PASSION BOUND ME WITHOUT MERCY , RELENTLESSLY  I OFFERED EVERY SCINTILLA OF MY SOULS  TRUTHS, UNAWARE THE EMPTY VESSEL I'D BECOME  GRIEF  CONSUMING ME IN MADNESS GRIEF  IN WAVES I COULD NOT SEPARATE.. TILL THERE WAS NO SOUL LEFT IN MY OWN EYES. A  MORBID EROTICA WHERE THE DARKEST  OF MY SELF-LOATHING INTERTWINED BECOMING ONE TO YOUR MASOCHISTIC FANTASIES..   MY EYES BECAME A VACANCY. MY SOUL SCREAMED SILENTLY.. WHEN A BEAUTIFUL, ACHING, TRUTH, SWALLOWED ME WHOLE, THEN  SPIT ME OUT -  BROKE ME ENTIRELY. BROKE ME COMP...

Ethereal sanctity holds the space in time, your arms protect with hallowed reverence, a soul frozen in fearful arrest of breath.. dark soul...sad soul...your soul...my soul... our eternal conception….two hearts...two souls...immortal love, in unspoken divine collision fuse to just one … Before the demons within us hiding... unholy, bloodthirsty, reapers of the underworld born from fear, relentless unworthy thieves … Mortal time rings the bells, concrete angels, separate across silent oceans of pain, tell the tale of torn exsistence- once sacred,one exsistence...ashes scattered into the pages of cold damnations, indifference… hells bitter aftertaste...fill the lines.. In that holy,sacred space...fractals of broken humanity joined and forever altered reality. What cannot be fathomed in this space of time we call life… in what other souls cannot concieve… The event of us cannot be undone… One cannot forget its exsistence...it is an eternal state of being….not a memory… For me....