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They Still Whisper About the Stains

They Still Whisper About the Stains I've sullied the sidewalks, I've bloodied and muddied the walls; They still whisper at their doors. Dark is the stain of the madness and mud of early spring.....  I can tell you I felt it change me, intangibly a loss interminably...with the weight of sorrow . I have begun to imagine that I may be able to heal; begun to remember my life before it was roused out of a slumber that was a innocent,  ingratitious,assumption of security,home,and sanity..... They still remember those days though; the stories the screaming- The stories of imagination from the Islands of isolation and other Places.   Cold hearts, sharp tongues.... that seem caught on kindness to my face - Leave a mysterious shroud of vacancy...  No place to live,  No heartfelt desire to spend time with me. Fear,or stigma..... The stain will color their walls and floors.  Understanding and Vulnerability have undertoes to the deep A soul can be fragile when confronte...

The Smile

When He smiled at my ugly mess He gave me a certain sense of dignity I didn't deserve. From that moment my soul has been surrendered lucidly, madly,  Completely.

Unrequited Truths

THE VOLUMES OF PAGES YOU RIPPED AND DESTROYED. THE SHREDDED, BLOODIED, TEAR SMUDGED DESPERATE, PLEADING, CONFOUNDED, DEFEATED, ANGRY, QUIET, INDIFFERENT, LUCID, RELENTLESS CONSUMING ,INSANE MOMENTS.... ALL THOSE PLACES OF TRUEST VULNERABLE EMOTION AND OF SEARING, TERRIFYING,VICIOUS PLACES OF TRUTH MY LOVE FOR YOU TOOK ME... TOOK ME ,BROKE ME, BLESSED ME and BEAT ME IN DIZZYING SYNCHRONICITY... BIRTHING UNFATHOMABLE  PASSION BOUND ME WITHOUT MERCY , RELENTLESSLY  I OFFERED EVERY SCINTILLA OF MY SOULS  TRUTHS, UNAWARE THE EMPTY VESSEL I'D BECOME  GRIEF  CONSUMING ME IN MADNESS GRIEF  IN WAVES I COULD NOT SEPARATE.. TILL THERE WAS NO SOUL LEFT IN MY OWN EYES. A  MORBID EROTICA WHERE THE DARKEST  OF MY SELF-LOATHING INTERTWINED BECOMING ONE TO YOUR MASOCHISTIC FANTASIES..   MY EYES BECAME A VACANCY. MY SOUL SCREAMED SILENTLY.. WHEN A BEAUTIFUL, ACHING, TRUTH, SWALLOWED ME WHOLE, THEN  SPIT ME OUT -  BROKE ME ENTIRELY. BROKE ME COMP...